There are mornings when I manage to make it through my first cup of coffee before I think of you. And then there are others, when I wake up, breathless, from a dream I thought was real for a moment of infinity, and I swear, I can feel my skin tingling from your fingertips; but my bed, my bed is empty. And there are days when only moments make me miss you, only the almost-perfect minutes. And then there are those days when you are in everything, in every-single-thing I write, or read, in every thought I think, days when you are as permanent as my heartbeat. And evenings, the goddamned evenings. Sometimes I fall asleep before my mind gets a chance to wander. And other times, it’s 4am and I’m still awake, going over the details in my head, replaying memories like a bad movie. It used to be black and white, but now, now it’s all shades of gray - we both made too many mistakes and it’s no longer silent, no, now there are voices pointing out the errors of our ways. And I try to stay awake, because I’d rather listen to them than dream of you, because the dreams always end the same way - I reach for your hand and my hand glides through the empty bed. And my fingertips tingle.m.v., Your days. (via findingwordsforthoughts)
Even after filling myself with alcohol,
It’s still you.
I drank to forget, and yet I still remember.
Your laugh, your smile.
I guess you take up too much room in my veins.
Very often we don’t go elsewhere because we are looking for another person. We go elsewhere because we are looking for another self. It isn’t so much that we want to leave the person we are with as we want to leave the person we have become.Esther Perel (via thatkindofwoman)
The world is filled with nice people. If you can’t find one, be one.Unknown (via amouremeline)
You know that place between sleep and awake? The place where you can still remember dreaming. That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting.Everything you love is here (via lovequotesrus)
You either like me or you don’t. It took me twenty-something years to learn how to love myself, I don’t have that kinda time to convince somebody else.Daniel Franzese (via wordsthat-speak)